but really i dont get why i think any1 should care i mean ive never been helpful??? or useful????? i am literally waste, literally trash. ive never done anything worthwhile. and honestly no one needs to care about me. they shouldn.t i dont deserve that im such a terrible useless thing i wish i regret everything and now im done forever
here we go
thanks 2 anyone who tried helpin me but i was dead from the start so. yeah.
this will likely be the last thing i ever post but knowing me it wont be.
dont think i can live till cap2 comes out i definitely just cant so maybe thisll b the last thing i post idk who even cares death will be the fukkin best thing that ever happened to me i mean no one cares about me my sister is tired of me and theres no one else sooooo yeah!!! im gonna kill myself and it feel good. it feels like i have needed to do this for a really fukkin long time thank god thank fucking god
and at this point dying is the only reasonable thing to do. so.
watching the cap trailer made me want to stay alive long enough to see the movie
But like Spanish is a language but it's not a nationality like they speak Spanish in Mexico and Port o' Rico and stuff but it's not like theres a place called Spania full of Spanish *people*
in fact my favorite decisions are the ones wherein i completely destroy my body and launch myself closer to my much needed death
i wish i didnt delete my blog i hate every decision i make except the ones that damage myself